Saturday, July 30, 2011

unreasonable

unreasonable

she's a friend of mine.
the only reasons that bring me down that day

a bit disappointed 
jealous??*not really

she's a very good person
polite
and a better person than me

being upset is so unreasonableA

i'm  is invisible when she's there
haahhahhahahaha
that's the truth

they prefer her...
waahhahahahahahhaahhaha
not that jealous since she's deserved to


Friday, July 15, 2011

old time

uploading my old things
no used but full  of memory

doesn't know wheather it's still exist or not

planners, test pad cover, drawing, etc











camp

going to have another camp
being held in Kelantan
decide to participate in this camp at last minute
so......
dont really know how's it going to be




till now
being informed that we're going to be facilitator as usual
and
might have 'family angkat'
quiet interesting but still abit.........*;]
since
never had this before

previously.........
already enjoyed many activities under the same club
K B S
community services, menjaros, etc

fews picture to be shared*








having 3 days 2 nights camp before enjoying this club
thanks to Hanim for introducing this club to us
being cheated at first*cheated???
not Hanim who lied
but
the club member itself





at first...
they told that, this is 'kelab ekspidisi'
everyone interested
besides....
we've been told that we're going to be facilitator later
'ekspidisi'?faci?*suspicious!
but at last
and
 the truth is..
this is motivational club
 ;-[
................................. 

Thursday, July 14, 2011

life

MY DREAM LIFE




really thought as DREAM only
since



L I F E
doesn't seem easy as ABC
doesn't always ENDS happily


and sometimes LUCK is required
does LIFE already been destined???
*wondering myself
~~

Thursday, July 7, 2011

a lovely friend of mine

*fb again...suddenly interested to look for her pics after reading her status & others' status about their result

first of all.....
would like to congratulate everyone who successfully finished their IB
congrate again for being able to further study overseas~
wish you best of luck there!!!

she's a friend of mine
we've became quiet best friend for just a moment
a moment..since i'm not a good friend;(
quiet regretting it*seriously

regret.....
for not being able to be closed with anybody for long
for being that snobbish and not supportive
and quiet regret for just being me*regret??
difficult to forgive and forget*am i??
never considering others
selfish
avoiding others for their weakness
hating them for that
too 'straight forward'*not 'too' much
easy to get mad>>hot-tempered,am i?
not hot-tempered but just simply easy to get mad

regret being me?
hmmmm not that much >_-
a bit ^_-
never ?_-

got no answer for that question
no one is perfect

she,a friend of me
couldn't really make up in her PMR
a bit spoil with B in English
the other subjects?>>of course A
still a very very good result
.......
she was quiet sad for that
i saw her tears
but
never support her or even calm her down
and even feel something*?? since i could beat her up
*i'm sure it's not 'happy' but something like 'straight smile'

but now
she's a doc-to-be

D O C T O R
my ambition
the unreachable one
she got all A's in SPM
but me..
i couldn't make myself up for that
still good result with 2 3B's

she might sad for just a moment since it's just PMR
but me
it affect my whole life
couldn't get any scholar and of course couldn't further study oversea for degrees

a bit amaze about her
a lucky life of her
excel in SPM with flying color
a very handsome bf she have
a please character of her  
many more

i knew her quiet well
just an ordinary person like me
hmmm not really
she's quiet pretty than me
wahahahha nothing much >_<

the point is....
......................*clueless

She's more SUCCESS than me

could accomplish her dream to be a DOCTOR
i'm a bit way off

but still
very WONDERFUL & GRATEFUL
for being destined as
E N G I N E E R

I'm an Engineer-to-be

must accomplish that no MATTER how



still have 6 semesters to recover =,=
need an improvement in life

wish me a very BEST of Luck~













   

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

stalk???

not really stalk
just....
'usha-usha' wahahhahhaahha

fb again...
firstly, hmmm found out that fb not really interesting*;-(
nothing to do with fb nowadays
so...
wahahhahaha take a look on sumone pics

wowww.......
an interesting life of her
a doc-to-be ^-^ ...hmmm already a doc maybe
seems like being a medical stud is nothing to her*from pics
her real life, nobody knows
*from pics & pics' date she's already in malaysia
started her career as a doc
a glance on her, people might misunderstood her
she's look better in other profession but not doc
with model-look face, lined eyes and her hair and the way she dressed
she look likes a teen with no..........

from there, always think about her life journey*imagine
the path that she went through
a wonderful life of her
a reachable ambition
the memorable things she had
and most highlighted thing is
she's a daughter of a RICH family

should i mind others' business??

our Creature is fair enough with everybody
 got their own way of life
and
of course WONDERFUL with that way...




jealous~~

wahahhahahaaha
stop a while at one's fb*stalk again

 as usual
thousands feeling fly out of me

the most is...

J E A L O U S

this time feels quiet frust*hehehe


p/s continue later...

Sunday, July 3, 2011